May I?
even if I might.. I must say.. That I should.. Well, take it like this: I can. Am I capable? I hope and I would fancy that.. I WISH I fency that, don't I? I do. Really.
What is this all about? Peace, tranquility, ease.. Sure it is. 'ight, eh?

Sorry for that, pal. (I wonder if this make any sence.. from my point of view it does.)
Well, I just wanted to say - Am I able to reconcile with these unlucky times? Or should I do something to change it? Even if I should, can I handle it? That's what I'm triing to find out.. Hold ur thumbs, m8ts!

Hydranes: Our arrows will blot out the sun!
Leonidas: Good; then we will fight in the shade.

To je tak, kdyz cloveku nic jineho nezbyva.. Zacinam mit pocit, ze je vechno tak trochu naschval. Kam se podelo stesti? Jo, asi ho mam hodne, ale ja ho proste v normalnich vecech uz nevidim.. Asi je to proto, ze jsem si na ne zvykl. Jo, jsem stastnej, ze jsem zdravej, mam kde bydlet atd.. Ale takhle to proste byt nema. Sakra.. Ani se mi o tom vlastne nechce psat.. Hmm.

Nekdy mam pocit, ze je vsechno jenom spatnej vtip, nepovedenej nemej film, kterej by mel kazdou chvili zkoncit. Ale nic.. De to dal, jedna tragikomicka situace za druhou. Jo, cynismus mozna neni spravna cesta, jak veci brat, ale jak jiz bylo receno

Cynicism is an unpleasant way of saying the truth.
-Lillian Hellman-

Hele, ja se vlastne mam docela dobre. Tesim se v prosinci na lyze a pak pojedu dokonce na jare do Svycarska, coz bude snad uplne nejvic cool.. Prasan odlitavajici od nohou, jenom spicky lyzi vykukujici z ty krasny snehovy deky a to jenom pri vyjezdu z oblouku.. Jizda ve freerideu je proste cool.. Snad se mi podari si sehnat taky naky fajnovy hadry, takze by to mohlo bejt totalne libozni.. Jo, tak to ma byt. Pryc od reality, pryc.. kamkoliv.. za zasnezene vrcholky hor.. daleko.. daleko od vsednich problemu.. Sam v nicote.. Pryc..

Al Yankovic mania!

Kdyz Prandy tak ja taky ..
Taky ulitavam na Yankovicovi..
je to mega moc super! (zvlastne pro fandy WoWu.. .))

klip na youtube
.. jinak se to da stahnout v lepsi kvalite -> na Warcraft movies
mp3ku vam muzu dodat..

a Lyrics:

HRADWARE STORE
Nothin' ever (ever) happens in this town
Feelin' low down (down), not a lot to do around here
I thought that I would go right out of my mind
Until a friend told me the news

He said, "Hey, you know that vacant lot
Right beside the gas station? Well, somebody bought it
And on that spot they're gonna build a shop
Where we can go buy bolts and screws"

Since then I've been walking on air (air)
I can barely brush my teeth or comb my hair
'Cause I'm so excited and I really don't care
I've been waiting since last June

For this day to finally arrive
I'm so happy (happy) now just to be alive
'Cause any minute now I'm gonna be inside
Well, I hope they open soon

I can't wait, (no I) I can't wait (oh when)
When are they gonna open the door?
I'm goin' (yes I'm) goin', I'm a-goin' to the
Goin' to the (hard) ware I'm goin', really goin' to the
Goin' (hard) I'm goin' to the (hard) oh yes, I'm goin' to the
Hardware store

In my sleeping bag I camped out overnight
Right in front of the store, then as soon as it was light out
I pressed my nose right up against the glass
You know, I had to be first in line

Gonna get me a flashlight and a broom
Want a pair of pliers for every single room of my house
See those hacksaws? Very, very soon
One of them will be all mine

Guys with nametags walking down the aisles
Rows of garden hoses that go on for miles and miles
Brand new socket wrenches in a plethora of styles
All arranged alphabetically

And they're doing a promotional stunt
There's a great big purple sign out front
That says every 27th customer
Will get a ball peen hammer free

I can't wait, (no I) I can't wait (oh when)
When are they gonna open the door?
I'm goin' (yes I'm) goin', I'm a-goin' to the
Goin' to the (hard) ware I'm goin', really goin' to the
Goin' (hard) I'm goin' to the (hard) oh yes, I'm goin' to the
Hardware store

I'm goin' (yes I'm) goin', I'm a-goin' to the
Goin' to the (hard) ware I'm goin', really goin' to the
Goin' (hard) I'm goin' to the (hard) oh yes, I'm goin' to the
Hardware store

Would you look at all that stuff ...
They've got allen wrenches, gerbil feeders, toilet seats, electric heaters
Trash compactors, juice extractor, shower rods and water meters
Walkie-talkies, copper wires safety goggles, radial tires
BB pellets, rubber mallets, fans and dehumidifiers
Picture hangers, paper cutters, waffle irons, window shutters
Paint removers, window louvres, masking tape and plastic gutters
Kitchen faucets, folding tables, weather stripping, jumper cables
Hooks and tacks, grout and spackle, power foggers, spoons and ladles
Pesticides for fumigation, high-performance lubrication
Metal roofing, water proofing, multi-purpose insulation
Air compressors, brass connectors, wrecking chisels, smoke detectors
Tire guages, hamster cages, thermostats and bug deflectors
Trailer hitch demagnetizers, automatic circumcisers
Tennis rackets, angle brackets, Duracells and Energizers
Soffit panels, circuit brakers, vacuum cleaners, coffee makers
Calculators, generators, matching salt and pepper shakers

I can't wait, (no I) I can't wait (oh when)
When are they gonna open the door?
I'm goin' (yes I'm) goin', I'm a-goin' to the
Goin' to the (hard) ware I'm goin', really goin' to the
Goin' (hard) I'm goin' to the (hard) oh yes, I'm goin' to the
Hardware store

I'm goin' (yes I'm) goin', I'm a-goin' to the
Goin' to the (hard) ware I'm goin', really goin' to the
Goin' (hard) I'm goin' to the (hard) oh yes, I'm goin' to the
Hardware store

I'm goin' (yes I'm) goin', I'm a-goin' to the
Goin' to the (hard) ware I'm goin', really goin' to the
Goin' (hard) I'm goin' to the (hard) oh yes, I'm goin' to the
Hardware store

Life

is something, what's presented like a gift to us. Sometimes I wonder.. But yep, maybe it's true. Maybe it is a gift.. but very strange one. Very often (in this "interesting times") I am just guessing, how to deal with it..

Life isn't fair. It's just fairer then death. That's all. (William Goldman)
Life is a comedy to him who thinks, and a tragedy to him who feels. (Horace Walpole)
Life is like a box of chocolate. You never know, what you gonna get. (Forrest Gump's mother)
Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep. (Fran Lebowitz)
Life is a sexually transmitted disease. (R. D. Laing)
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. (Isaac Asimov)

Life is.. what I want to be able to enjoy.. Let me do it..

Wanna poem?

Frozen Feelin'

Snowflake fallin’ down from sky,
My fate’s callin’ I can just sigh,
I can’t change what is behind,
I wish I could, but that’s denied.

It’s mine curse it’s mine fight,
I wish I wasn’t such a lonely knight,
On that cruel battlefield of life,
Within hands just rusty knife.

That glacial spark that winter’s chill,
In your eyes you have it still,
Those blades of snow, me - frozen, blind,
Freezing here in endless night.

It is pity, it really is,
I tried to hit, but a miss,
Of my deeds consequence was.
Mine sanity will be a loss.

What-so-ever, what is real,
Makes me think and makes me feel,
What is it, what makes me cry,
It’s that snowflake fallin’ from sky.

I wish..

..life was more simple, than it is..

Přeju ti vyrovnanost, abys dokázal přijmout věci, které nemůžeš změnit; odvahu, abys dokázal změnit věci, které změnit lze; a moudrost, abys je od sebe dokázal odlišit.

Diky Zede.. Kdyby to aspon bylo takhle. Pral bych si to..
I wish I was better, then I am.. Much better.
I wish my dreams would come true.. At least once in my life..
I wish I would be able to give hope.. to all the people..
I wish I wasn't just a lone knight on the battlefield of life, dependent on mine rusty sword..
I wish I have more power to change things I am afraid of.
I wish I could live my life again.. and try to make better decisions..
I wish...

Husitska Vyprava

Konecne zase docela fajn vikend. Sic v patek byla akce v CC (Club Club), na kterou jsem kvuli teto vyprave nemohl, ale to nevadi.. Vratil sem se z predtanceni vecer dom (mimochodem jsem celkem fajn poecal s Marketou), zabalil nejnutnjsi veci a za zneni "Ktoz jsu bozi bojovnici" sme s tatou vyrazili..
Dojeli sme do Janovic kolem devate vecerni, coz name ale nebranilo volne vplout do zabavy, ktera jiz ve vyhrate chalupe probihala. Kalili sme, hrali sme ujety hry a asi v pul treti sme sli spat. Rano to bylo docela krusny - vstaval sem na muj vkus moc brzo (asi kolem 9te), ale burty na pive k snidani mi to celkem slusne vynahradili..
Tak kolem pul dvanacte sme se ale vsichni sbalili, vybavili cepy, husitskou zastavou (ve znaku husa na pekaci), bubnem, nekteri "dobovymi" kostymi a za zpevu "Ktoz jsu bozi bojovnici" sme vyrazili na nadrazi, odkud nas cekala kratka cesta do Krystofova udoli, kde se nachazi Hostinec u Uhliru, kde jsme meli obednano 6 pecenejch hus (odtud take husitska vyprava).
Usadili sme se a pocali boj lehkym Plzenskym mokem (podle vzoru -> nepratel se nelekejte, na mnozstvi nehledme). Boj to byl lity, ale nakonec byli vsichni nepratele pobiti a zlikvidovani.. Zbyly jen kostry..
Pak odjezd, navrat do chalupy, promitani fotek z akci, ktere se tento rok udaly, piti, hrani a tak ..
Rano sme vstali, dali se dokupy, pokecali a kolem poledne sme odjeli..
Takze nase husitska vyprava dopadla uspesne..

hmm.. ale jinak si ziju porad stejne. Chjo..

BTW- jestli mate pocit, ze moje posty postradaji stavu, tak to mam taky.. Nejak nemam naladu ani chut vymejslet naky fajn jouky.. Treba jindy. Holt tu mam jen strohy vypravovani. Pardon..

Maybe

It maybe didn't end as bad as it could. I hope then, that I destroyed only very me. No one else. Hope so.. My life is fucked, anyway.

Here it comes!

Netrvalo to dlouho.. Prave sem narazil.. Sem fakt totalni picus.. Diky vsem za podporu, ale ja sem pro sebe zkoncil. Nadobro. Have fun..

btw- jeden den mi to vydrzelo. Stalo to za to? hm.. ne.